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Tears of the Mist

Brothers can you hear me
I’ve come from afar
I remember this place so well...through the mist
Through the mist, I can not feel where you are
Where you are

We fought here so long ago
We bled for our king
On this soil by the loch...through the mist
Through the mist...no trace of our memory

Hammer of war

Take me back

Soaring arrows to take us out
Shields are up still standing tall
Thirsty blades while spilling blood
Flying limbs we'll kill them all

Cavalry to run us down
Three hundred strong the front must hold
Trampling we break like toys
Splattered brains the truth be told
The truth be told

Battered steel stained crimson blood
The stench of death we stand upon
Still I fight amongst the marching hordes
In the face of death still standing tall

Battle cries
My brethren fall
Slashing throats
Stabbing hearts
No victory the battle lost
They killed the crown

I'm alone

Now demons dance with me...through the mist
My darkest fears have come to pay
Died in vain, no kings today
My tears are all that remain
Through the mist
Remain

Too Late for Regrets

Fall of Man...Fall of Man

It's too late...for regrets
It's too late...for regrets

No way back

No No!

As you fall from grace

You've fallen
Outside the gates of paradise
The father
The father of lies has sealed your fate

The price we pay all humanity
We suffer and die we disobey
Forbidden fruit an open door
His wisdom and truth cuts like a sword

Curse the serpent
Crawling through the dust forever more
For the woman
Child bearing anguish says the Lord
Curse the earth and land
With thorns & thistles labor all your days
Eyes of knowledge
Of good and evil deaths the price we pay

Your cries
For paradise you've thrown away
Oh Father
Forgive our sin we've gone astray

The price we pay all humanity
We suffer and die we disobey
Forbidden fruit an open door
His wisdom and truth cuts like a sword

Curse the serpent
Crawling through the dust forever more
For the woman
Child bearing anguish says the Lord
Curse the earth and land
With thorns & thistles labor all your days
Eyes of knowledge
Of good and evil deaths the price we pay

I am Metatron

Hey!

Protector and voice of the one

I am Metatron

The price we pay all humanity
We suffer and die we disobey
Forbidden fruit an open door
His wisdom and truth cuts like a sword

I am Metatron

Your foolish rage now has you caged
First to summon your final demons
To roam the earth with hidden power
I am Metatron arch angel
So heed my voice and hear me well
You are soon to be chained and bound
Your new home shall be the fires of hell

Ash To ash
Dust we return
Ash To ash
Dust we return

MetatronTheRockMusical/Metatron and the Archangels of the Throne©

No More

t…t…t…ticking

Behind the money
Behind the fame
There is a rage
That cannot be contained
A world of hurt encouragement
A violent tension hidden within shame
Rising flames of madness
Ticking like a time bomb deep inside
She never seen it coming

Ticking…ticking…
t…t…t…ticking

A switch of evil
In a blinking moment
Hating so long
Rises up again
Like a raging hurricane
Destroying everything that is in his way
Unleash the monster
The monster who feels no pain
She never seen it coming

Nowhere is safe
The rage it takes you
Brings you to your knees
Cannot escape the pain and torment
Hades be released
In one hell swoop he takes you down
Despite your cries and pleas
With no control he cannot stop it
Time bombs been released

No denial of truth no silence
Electric eye captures everything
In a fleeting moment of madness
Lost control unleashing hurt and pain
There is no turning back now
No turning back…no turning back
She never seen it coming
No more

Nowhere is safe
The rage it takes you
Brings you to your knees
Cannot escape the pain and torment
Hades be released
In one hell swoop he takes you down
Despite your cries and pleas
With no control he cannot stop it
Time bombs been released

Boom!

No more
t…t…t…ticking
No more
t…t…t…ticking
No more

Save from me from myself
I cannot hold this rage
No more

She never seen it coming
No turning back…no turning back
No more
No more lies
No more pain
Save me
No more rage
No more hate
Save me
No

No More

Decapitator

Unsuspecting victims
So far from home
Wading through the darkness
He is free to roam
Feared by the locals
For they already know
The one called the hunter
He's cold as winters snow

His hunger he must feed
His dark and twisted need
Within his twisted mind
His blade will find you

Decapitator...the tool of his trade
Decapitator...a nice sharpened blade
Decapitator...one swing and life fades
Decapitator...headhunter invades

Collection ever growing
With each victim slain
Pure hatred of mankind
Infested twisted brain
One look to his past
And you will know his pain
His unrelenting torture
Has driven him insane

Decapitator...the tool of his trade
Decapitator...a nice sharpened blade
Decapitator...one swing and life fades
Decapitator...headhunter invades

The victim of his darkened past
He cannot escape from the torment inside
What once was a man is no more
Only a shell and a blackened soul

Decapitator
Decapitator
Decapitator
Decapitator

From the dark he stares into the nothing
Consumed by the fire
Consumed by the fire of pain and torment
Of pain and torment

Decapitator
Decapitator

And everything he's ever known is pain and torment

Decapitator...one swing and life fades
Decapitator...headhunter
Decapitator...one swing and life fades
Decapitator
Decapitator...headhunter
Headhunter
Decapitator...headhunter
Headhunter
Headhunter

- Lyrics for the songs on Shadows Black -

Gone and Forgotten

Gone

You can’t deny
Your life is fading fast
You won’t deny
That life is gone in a flash
Your legacy
A past full of shame
You question
The choices that you've made

Gone

Mortality, from the dust we are born
Fragility, to dust we return

Gone and forgotten
Gone and forgotten
You know your dying
And you feel the end is drawing near
Gone and forgotten
Gone and forgotten...No!
You know your time
And there's nothing left to fear

Accepting fear
This fear that drives your life
Salvation you'll find your only hope

Gone and forgotten
Gone and forgotten
You know your dying
And you feel the end is drawing near
Gone and forgotten
Gone and forgotten...No!
You know your time
And there's nothing left to fear

Reflections of my past they haunt me
Legacy of shame upon me
No lasting claim to fame
They wont remember me
No one to love
I'm in misery
Reflections of my past they haunt me
With no one to love, god forgive me

Gone and forgotten
For all you do, so little time
The price you paid, you fade away
You fade like a dying star
Gone and forgotten
Gone and forgotten

Paths to Follow

Rise!
Rise!

You can call me rebel
But that's how I roll
You can call me devil
Or a man without a soul
You can call me trouble
Always in control
But the choices that I've made
They've always served me well

You think you know
What is best for me
In the land of liberty
No longer so free
I don't care if you like me
I don't care about what you say
I don't care about what you think
Just stay out of my way!

And as we walk through life the paths we follow in this land
Our freedom and our choices time to make a stand...cause
I play the hand I'm dealt don't try to walk the line
As you choose to close your mind I choose to open mine

Freedom calls to me
The open road it lies ahead
As we ride into the darkness
In the land of liberty
Don't you try to cross paths with me
You'll be begging for your life
Cause we are brothers standing tall
And we will never fall

You think you know
What is best for me
In the land of liberty
No longer so free
I don't care if you like me
I don't care about what you say
I don't care about what you think
Just stay out of my way!

And as we walk through life the paths we follow in this land
Our freedom and our choices time to make a stand...cause
I play the hand I'm dealt don't try to walk the line
As you choose to close your mind I choose to open mine

Everything changes! Everything changes!
They try to tell you what is the right path to choose
In the land of confusion
Watching every move we make
Big brothers watching you as you fall

Big brothers watching you! Rise!

You can call me rebel
Well I'll stand up for my rights
You’re frozen in your moral prison
Your lack of will to fight
Don't you try to reach out to me
Or pretend to be my friend
Giving up and giving in
Is the same as being dead

You think you know
What is best for me
In the land of liberty
No longer so free
I don't care if you like me
I don't care about what you say
I don't care about what you think
Just stay out of my way!

And as we walk through life the paths we follow in this land
Our freedom and our choices time to make a stand...cause
I play the hand I'm dealt don't try to walk the line
As you choose to close your mind I choose to open mine

Insecurity

Addicted to yourself
And in your eyes there isn't no one else
You need acceptance for everything you do
You crave approval to make you feel secure
You spend your waking hours dreaming up your fame
Poking and posting, chatting, attention with no shame
Do you need acceptance?
Do you need acceptance?

Your inner turmoil and your lack of direction
Conflict of interest as if you're the only one...what?
You're never satisfied unless you're recognized...look at me!
Center of your own attention with no compromise

Oh how you try
For all the world to see
Your pleas and cries
It’s not too hard to read between the lines
Your insecurity is realized
The words are on the screen

200 friend requests, every single day
Airing your dirty laundry, hey won’t you listen to me?
Tweeting your useless nonsense, oh I washed my car!
Provocative pictures of yourself like a fashion model

Oh how you try
For all the world to see
Your pleas and cries
It’s not too hard to read between the lines
Your insecurity is realized
The words are on the screen

So can feel it?
As you sit there all alone
Feeling helpless, feeling hopeless
Well something’s missing
But you just can't find out what's wrong
Look in the mirror
Take your life and make it your own

Insecurity
Behavioral change
Insecurity
Your past mistakes
Insecurity
It's time to break out from your shell
And escape from your living hell
Insecurity
Break these chains
It's not you, it's not me
Insecurity
Insecurity

Oh how you try
For all the world to see
Your pleas and cries
It’s not too hard to read between the lines
Your insecurity is realized

Oh how you try
For all the world to see
Your pleas and cries
It’s not too hard to read between the lines
Your insecurity is realized
The words are on the screen

Shadows Black

Well I don't even remember
The first time they appeared
It was so long ago
A different time
A different life
But the horrors
Remain the same
When I was a child
The innocence of my youth
To the things unknown
From the darkness of sound
I cannot see but I know that I wasn't alone

I'm not alone...

Is this a curse or gift
Who is this is person that I see
I'm afraid to believe even though that I know what I feel is real
Paralyzing me
The shadow it calls to me
It's everything I fear
It’s everything I feel
Is this shadow real
It's calling out to me

Staring at the threshold of my own evil
Lies something far more sinister
And as the shadow takes hold, I feel the pressure
He moves like the blackened smoke from the fires down below

The dark it swallows the light tonight
And the dark I fear the most is my plight
When the night becomes so clear
I'm the one they do not fear
They speak to me and they whisper my name
Call to me back home again
If I go I will never come back
Cause I am one with shadows black yeah

Now I'm older
The time moves on
But it never gets
Never gets any easier
I found myself
Looking back again
And wondering was this all a dream
But I can't even remember
The first time they appeared
It was so long ago
Another time
A different place
But the horrors
Remain the same

Staring at the threshold of my own evil
Lies something far more sinister
And as the shadow takes hold, I feel the pressure
He moves like the blackened smoke from the fires down below

The dark it swallows the light tonight
And the dark I fear the most is my plight
When the night becomes so clear
I'm the one they do not fear
They speak to me and they whisper my name
Call to me back home again
If I go I will never come back
Cause I am one with shadows black yeah

Darkness shifts

A gust of wind
A change in the room and whispers
The darkness shifts before my eyes
A sense I fear
That I'm not alone...alone
So close to me
I can hear them breathe
They haunt my dreams
I awake in screams
Every single night
A dark embrace
I can’t escape

Staring at the threshold of my own evil
Lies something far more sinister
And as the shadow takes hold, can’t take the pressure
The demon calls from the blackened smoke and the fires down below

The dark it swallows the light tonight
And the dark I fear the most is my plight
When the night becomes so clear
I'm the one they do not fear
They speak to me and they whisper my name
Call to me back home again
If I go I will never come back
Cause I am one with shadows black yeah

It's everything I fear
It's everything I feel
Is the shadow real
It's calling out to me

Pathetic

You will never be an idol
You are clueless completely unaware
Living in a warped state reality
Pathetic world that we all share

Steal the camera no one cares
And leave a trail of human wreckage
One cannot help but sit and stare
Sit and stare but no one cares

No one cares you’re so pathetic
Live your life like a media whore
No one cares you’re so pathetic
Like a moth to realities flames

The red lights on
Entertaining the masses
Fueling your desires

You soak it in the negative attention
The red lights on completely unaware
The media sells it, it fuels your desire
The cameras off leaving your despair

Narcissistic egomaniac
You play the fool bask in the spotlight
One cannot help but sit and stare
Sit and stare and no one cares

No one cares you’re so pathetic
Live your life like a media whore
No one cares you’re so pathetic
Like a moth to realities flames

Living a daydream
Where do we draw the line?
Sadistic manipulation
Just to become a star
The person on the TV screen
Is that who you really are?

Like a fallen angel
Once shined so bright
They turned their backs
Leaving your despair

The show is over out of the spotlight
That sinking feeling you are all alone
Complacency masked insecurity
The cameras off revealing your despair

Fragile mind behind the camera
You played the fool grasp for attention
Cold cruel world has nothing left for you
And no one cares

No one cares you’re so pathetic
Live your life like a media whore
No one cares you’re so pathetic
Like a moth to realities flames

Gallows Hill

In the summer of 1692
The puritan ways have come to rule
The village of Salem a breeding ground of mass hysteria
A time of fear no self control
Demons and spirits, evil souls
Dark times, superstitions, the devils at every door

Suspicions become obsessions
Accusations of the occult

Guilty through association
Spill the blood of innocents
Nineteen men and women now bear the witches mark
Violence in the air, they die alone in the dark
As they march up the Gallows Hill, await their final hour

Screaming in fear please set them free
The mob shouts, hang from the tree
Fingers point, passed judgment, a noose around your neck

Suspicions become obsessions
Accusations of the occult

Guilty through association
Spill the blood of innocents
Nineteen men and women now bear the witches mark
Violence in the air, they die alone in the dark
As they march up the Gallows Hill, await their final hour

First you are...

Afflicted...you are accused
Sacred...by the unknown
Obsession...unholy rituals
Accused prey on the poor forcing their lies

Guilty

In the night...

As they walk in the night
Through the trees by the shrine in the glimmering light
As they make the climb up the slope
And they stare at the knotted rope
They swing under blackened skies

No chance to question why
The darkness the mourners cry
The long walk on the Gallows Hill
Where the innocent were sent to die

On Gallows Hill they died
On Gallows Hill they died
On Gallows Hill they died...No!
Where the innocent were sent to die
On Gallows Hill they died
On Gallows Hill they died
On Gallows Hill they died
On Gallows Hill they died
Where the innocent were sent to die
On Gallows Hill they died

Facelift

Can you relieve all the sadness inside
With a nip and a tuck from the scalpel
Do you believe it will solve all your pain
A new face to end all your sorrow

You are scarred
You are blind
Life’s real meaning never find
Self absorbed
Twisted mind
Beauty's within not outside

Your beauty is your beast
Facelift
The mirror cannot lie
Facelift
The fountain of eternal youth
Facelift
Until the day you die
Facelift
The search for perfection
Facelift
The me generation
Facelift
Obsessing over aging
Facelift
Self inflicted mutilation
Facelift

A new appearance
So gratifying
Fulfilling your need for attention
Your confidence
And new self esteem
Self feeding delusions of grandeur

You are scarred
You are blind
Life’s real meaning never find
Delusions of grandeur
Self absorbed
Twisted mind
Beauty's within not outside
Delusions of grandeur

Your beauty is your beast
Facelift
The mirror cannot lie
Facelift
The fountain of eternal youth
Facelift
Until the day you die
Facelift
The search for perfection
Facelift
The me generation
Facelift
Obsessing over aging
Facelift
Self inflicted mutilation
Facelift

Why the obsession
Defying ones own natural progression
Oh, why the obsession
Will only lead to ones own isolation
Pain and self destruction
Insecurity leads to senseless transformation

You are scarred
You are blind
Life’s real meaning never find
Delusions of grandeur
Self absorbed
Twisted mind
Beauty's within not outside
Delusions of grandeur

Your beauty is your beast
Facelift
The mirror cannot lie
Facelift
The fountain of eternal youth
Facelift
Until the day you die
Facelift
The search for perfection
Facelift
The me generation
Facelift
Obsessing over aging
Facelift
Self inflicted mutilation
Facelift

Facelift

Occupy

Whoa...no more
Whoa...no more

Resistance...
Resistance...

Resistance
Ends with violence
Recession
Awakens the nightmare
Oh!

You give what you get don't need no heroes
Don't need no politicians broken promises
No!

Greed and corruption
Out of control now
All of this frustration
It's time for a change now
Close on the future
But does the end justify the means
All this confusion
Nowhere to turn now
Foreclosing on our own future
Who will we turn too
Nowhere to run now
Nothing left to occupy this land

Corrosion
Our eyes wide open
Economic collapse
Our final demise
Rise!

We bailed them out to big to fail
They fed their lies to line their pockets
Power and greed, the people they cry

Greed and corruption
Out of control now
All of this frustration
It's time for a change now
Close on the future
But does the end justify the means
All this confusion
Nowhere to turn now
Foreclosing on our own future
Who will we turn too
Nowhere to run now
Nothing left to occupy this land
This land...

Go!
Big brothers reach
It knows no bounds
Hidden agendas all the lies and deceit
Can you hear them
The evil calls

Tax the rich
And pay their fair share
But it's never enough
They want more...they want more...
They want more...they want more...
Come on!

Occupy
Sanctify
All our lives
Are justified

Out of control now
Foreclose on the future
One people
One nation
United we stand
Who will we turn too
Nowhere to run now

Malevolence

If you live in the dark
Then the dark lives in you
Embracing the shadows
As the evil consumes
Malevolence is alive
Corrupting your twisted mind
It hovers, it grows
It eats you from the inside

No...will never let go
As the evil inside
Latches onto your soul
Assuming control
As the demon comes alive
Then the darkness will arise

Your soul is damned

The voices they call
Consumed you will fall
Control your every move
Till there's nothing left of you

No...will never let go
As the evil inside
Latches onto your soul
Assuming control
As the demon comes alive
Then the darkness will arise

Belonging to the darkness
You fall into temptation
A cursed fallen angel
Sink into the torment
Cursing heavens angels
Your soul is damned

The hour arrives
A deviant cry
The man you once were
Only shadow you've been ostracized
All innocence now cast aside
Your pleasure now pain
No longer contained
Evil will, demon reigns

No...will never let go
As the evil inside
Latches onto your soul
Assuming control
As the demon comes alive
Then the darkness will arise

Malevolence is alive
Corrupting your twisted mind

Malevolence is alive
Corrupting your twisted mind

Stolen Innocence

From the day I was born
I soon lost all control
Robbed me of my innocence
Claimed me as your property
Without my family
Without no friends
All my love washed away
And as he closed the door
He stole my destiny

They are held against their will
I'm ruler of your world
Dear children in the dark
I am your holy one

In a dark secret place
I gave myself away
I close my weary eyes
As he laid his hands on me

I'm fueled by spiritual will
The ruler of your world
To serve my kingdom of false prophets
I am unholy one

So pure and innocent my little child
Mislead to obey in the name of the great I am
Hidden from society in a great desert sea
My secret compound my twisted madness roams free

I cry tears of sorrow when he laid his hands on me
I pray for death to come God set me free

Fallen from grace
I command you obey

So pure and innocent my little child
Mislead to obey in the name of the great I am
Hidden from society in a great desert sea
My secret compound my twisted madness roams free

Why...

Once pure and innocent
Child...child
My little child
No longer child

I cry tears of sorrow
When he laid his hands on me
In a dark secret place
I gave myself away



- Lyrics for the songs on Malignant -

The Mind

Is it all in your mind or illusion?
Cause the studies prove nothing at all
Believe what you will, it will happen
Sensory overload

Take a pill, feel a chemical reaction
To alter the world as you know
It this real, is this how I feel?
I don't know, please tell me when will I be healed

Is it all in my mind? Tell me what will it take?
Another pill, to take away my…

Pain…Pain…Pain
Sensations I tell you I feel
Pain…Pain…Pain
Emotions they stir in my mind

I'm not alone, yet why am I unhappy?
I lose control, the deeper I go
In an instant I feel a numbness inside me
As the poison runs deep through my veins

Wont you help me? I just want to stand on my own
But I can't, just another pill, to take away my…

Pain…Pain…Pain
Sensations I tell you I feel
Pain…Pain…Pain
Emotions they stir in my mind

Is it mind over matter?
Cause I really can't stand on my own

Pain…it's an emotion
Pain…it's a sensation
Pain…it will control you, runs deep down inside

Pain…don't wanna feel it
Pain…just set me free from it
Pain…just wanna hide from my demons inside

Another day and all I do is wander
Hopeless feeling, my sickness inside
And now I need it, I can't escape this torture
I'd rather die, but I only exist to get high

Is anybody there? No? Another pill to take away my…

Pain…Pain…Pain
Sensations I tell you I feel
Pain…Pain…Pain
Emotions that stir in my mind
Pain…Pain…Pain
Emotions that stir in my mind
Pain…Pain…Pain

Prosperity

He holds the key to your salvation
The man of faith who blindly leads
Evangelist with all the answers
For a fee your sins redeemed

Down on your knees, pray for us now
Bringing you false hope for broken dreams
We'll save your soul but not for free

Abundant life, path of light, you'll see
The promised land, walk the path of lies
Selling hope, selling faith through fear
On the road to prosperity

Me…take a ride with me
Down on your knees…Prosperity
Save your soul today

Down on your knees, pray with us now
We save your soul, but not for free
Praise onto thee…hypocrisy

Abundant life, path of light, you'll see
The promised land, walk the path of lies
Selling hope, selling faith through fear
On the road to prosperity

Down on your knees

Bow down almighty dollar
Your sins, now redeemed
Bow down, almighty dollar
Your sins, now redeemed

Dig in deep, selling lies for fees
A prayer for you but a dollar for he
A false profit singing praise to thee
Save your soul down on your…

Down on your knees, we'll save your soul
Giving you false hope, but not for, not for free
Bow down to thee, your sins redeemed

Abundant life, path of light, you'll see
The promised land, walk the path of lies
Selling hope, selling faith through fear
On the road to prosperity

As You Die

As light fades, into the shadow
The body dies and then returns to earth
And what path did you choose to follow?
Was it God? Or was it self worth?

Is faith just an answer for what is unknown
Is any of it really true?
There in lies the question, find yourself
Or the real meaning within you

Follow oneself or follow one faith
You've lived your life without no god

You lived your life without a god
But now is there a price to pay
The preacher tells you to follow
Through him is the only way

And now you've reached your final chapter
What's beyond will now be revealed to you
You've lived your life, you've made your choices
Wrong or right, where has the path lead you?

Follow oneself or follow a faith
You've lived your life without no god
And in your life, did you find God?

You lived your life without a god
But now is there a price to pay
The preacher tells you to follow
Through him is the only way

What's the price we pay?
Questions lead to dismay
Lead into despair

And as we pass into forever
Will you know or cease to be nothing more
The end of life, was it all for nothing?
Or has death simply opened a second door

And you are born
Into this world
And you are a man
And then no more

You lived your life without a god
But now is there a price to pay?
The teachings taught you how to
Questions lead to your despair
And then no more
Questions lead to dismay
And then no more
Lead into dismay
And then no more

Greed

Are you satisfied?
Do you have everything you desire?

Envy fuels the drive
The drive for more
It's never enough
These things you do not need

You...you need...you take
There's nothing left for me
You want...you feed
The unfulfilling lust
For more and more
There's nothing left to ease
The pain, inside
You've filled it with your greed

The more you have
The more you want
The more you make
The more you need
All in the name of your greed
Does the end justify the means?

Do you sacrifice
All you believe
Will you sacrifice
To satisfy your greed

You...you want...you take
Lay waste to all you see
You feed...you hate
A beast it grows inside
It eats at you
The hollowness you feel
It takes, from you
There's nothing left that's real

The more you have
The more you want
The more you make
The more you need

And who's to blame?
When money rules your life
You want what you cannot have
And who's to blame?
Consumed by your desperation
And who's to blame?
when money and your wealth
No longer define who you are
And who's to blame?
Demons of greed

You...you need...you take
There's nothing left for me
You want...you feed
The unfulfilling lust
For more and more
There's nothing left to ease
The pain, inside
You've filled it with your greed

The more you have
The more you want
The more you make
The more you need

Relapse

Feed the need...feed the need...defied
Feed the need...feed the need...defy

You feed the need its what you crave
You never stop and it's driving you insane
It fills your life with little white lies
It rules your world, it consumes you

It's what you crave...little white lies

Psychoactive use, now you've lost control
Now the world around you is empty, dark, and cold
You seek the pleasure to mask your pain
Death closing in you want it
More and more and more and more

Do you want to escape it
To numb all the pain deep inside
Can't live in this world
Escape from it now
As you fall again into relapse

Sweating palms, cold sweat, now your feeling sick
Used to bring you joy but now you only know dismay
Running round in circles just to get your fix
Gotta ease the stress a little more
Gotta get you through the day

Do you want to contain it
And numb all the pain deep inside
You can't live in this world
Release from it now
As you fall again into Relapse

As you fall again...as you fall again...
When do habits, become addictions, you can't stop
Spiraling down you will suffer
Can't live this way, takes control of you
There is no place to hide
Drowning every day, running round in circles
There’s nothing, there's no one, but your demons inside
Demons inside...as you fall again...as you fall again...

Now there's nothing left but to die or quit
Your friends and family gone now its time to accept it
All your wells are dry and your moneys gone
Time to be reborn, now or never, it's time to overcome

Do you, want to, change it
Do you wanna change? Do you wanna change come on!
Do you, want to, change it
Do you wanna change? Do you wanna change?

Malignant

Can I accept my own fate in the end?
Or will I fight as I struggle each day?
Why Should I look beyond?
Why Should I carry on?
My time almost over my journey soon ends
God why must I live with this curse
Am I damned? No!

I didn't look for death
It came looking for me
And now I'll never go back
I'll never be the man I used to be
No more
Had no fear of death
Till it crossed my way
Now my time is up my time has come
It's time to fade away

I do not believe
In false hope or in fate
I would share all my thoughts
but you can't relate...no...

I didn't look for death
It came looking for me
And now I'll never go back
I'll never be the man I used to be
No more
Had no fear of death
Till it crossed my way
Now my time is up my time has come
It's time to fade away

Its cold...it's so cold
I'm dying on the inside
I'm alone...I'm alone...
Why can't you help me?
I'm cold...kill me...Malignant
Such power over me
I'm cold...I'm cold...
Such power over me...no...

I didn't look for death
It came looking for me
And now I'll never go back
I'll never be the man I used to be
No more
Had no fear of death
Till it crossed my way
Now my time is up my time has come
It's time to fade away

Selling Sickness

They sell the problem
Not the solution
Modern media...fear...death…disease
Depression...dysfunction
You cant escape
A sense of fear, a sense of doom
Now addiction draws you near

Everyone is a patient
Everyone needs a cure
Corporate sponsored sickness
Feel the need to reassure

Selling sickness
The new drug culture to numb all your hate
Selling sickness
Drink it...eat it...shoot it...smoke it...feelings detach
Selling sickness
You will not suffer, your life we will take
Selling sickness
There is no turning back

Politician votes for terror
Pharmacies sell disease
Chemical intervention
To bring you to your knees
Disorder and chaos...anxiety
A sense of doom, a sense of fear
Line the pockets profits for disease

Everyone is a patient
Everyone needs a cure
Corporate sponsored sickness
Feel the need to reassure

Selling sickness
The new drug culture to numb all your hate
Selling sickness
Drink it...eat it...shoot it...smoke it...feelings detach
Selling sickness
You will not suffer, your life we will take
Selling sickness
There is no turning back

It's not about life
It's not about death
It's all about making money
They, tell you you’re sick
Become an addict
Destroy your life in the process
You, never be free, they have you for life
Drain your will and your spirit

Everyone is a patient
Everyone needs a cure
Corporate sponsored sickness
Feel the need to reassure

Selling sickness
The new drug culture to numb all your hate
Selling sickness
Drink it...eat it...shoot it...smoke it...feelings detach
Selling sickness
You will not suffer, your life we will take
Selling sickness
There is no turning back

Consequences

As time...moves on and on
Lost hope...it’s too far gone

All torn to pieces
We come so far
What have we done?
In the name of progress
The wake of madness come undone

When will we learn from our past

Each day, that passes on
We'll take, until no more
We take from the land
But now this time it's far too late
Our mothers bleeding
While moral questions we debate

When...when did we go, out of control
All in the name of a dollar
Where...where will we go, when we have no
No place to eat or to sleep in
When the land is bled dry and thousands will die
We will dig deeper and deeper
Until nothing is left will we look back
End of our days we will ponder

Heed...the warning signs
Recede...approaching tides

And as we stand still
But time is running out for us
The calm before the storm
When nature sheds her final wrath

When...when did we go, out of control
All in the name of a dollar
Where...where will we go, when we have no
No place to eat or to sleep in
When the land is bled dry and thousands will die
We will dig deeper and deeper
Until nothing is left will we look back
End of our days we will ponder

In time...will we reflect
Mistakes...in retrospect

And when all is said and done
What have we learned from our mistakes?
History is irony as we destroy it all again

When...when did we go, out of control
All in the name of a dollar
Where...where will we go, when we have no
No place to eat or to sleep in
When the land is bled dry and thousands will die
We will dig deeper and deeper
Until nothing is left will we look back
End of our days we will ponder

Consequences
We will look back?
Where will we go?

End of Days

Seal is torn brings destruction to all
White Horse and the thunder will crack
Demon reborn
Taking rule of this world now
Great nations will fall
Bringing famine and death
World goes to war
Great nations will fall
As heaven comes down in year 2012

Moon turns blood red
Which one of us will be spared?
Skies turn to ash
Prophecy come to pass

The planets align the end of our time
Calendar precedes new history
Angels they weep, horsemen they ride
Destroy all that's been to be reborn again

Rise from Hades from the earth molten stone
from the seas acid bath
Arise! Fire...fire from the sky
As the light fades to black
And the day turns to night
As Heaven Comes Down
As heaven comes down in years 2012

Moon turns blood red
Which one of us will be spared?
Skies turn to ash
Prophecy come to pass

The planets align the end of our time
Calendar precedes new history
Angels they weep, horsemen they ride
Destroy all that's been to be reborn again

We've reached the door the end of time
When mothers cry and children die
God's judgement passed our time has come
The day to pass to be reborn

The planets align the end of our time
Calendar precedes new history
Angels they weep, horsemen they ride
Destroy all that's been to be reborn again

Circle of Trust

Once, maybe twice, or was it more
But she was too young to remember
His touch, so cold, and the pain
She cried daddy why?
What did I do?

And every night you did what you wanted to
Robbed her of her innocence and hide the truth
Now she lives in shame because of you
God she was just a child
How could you?

And she would hide behind the sheets
Sometimes she'd cry herself to sleep
And you would creep into her room
And tell her what she has to do
She'd say…

You are my father
How could you do this to me?
You are my father you’re supposed to love me
But not in this way
How could you do this to me?
You are my father
Why did you ruin me?

With no regret he'd still appear like a shadow
And when she'd close her eyes she'd hope to dream
Nightmares still haunt her to this day

Why? Tell me why? Have you done this
Hide, then she would hide
All the while she's cries, daddy don't hurt me
She'd say...

You are my father
How could you do this to me?
You are my father you’re supposed to love me
This circle of trust that you have taken from me
I'll never know love
Why did you rape me?

Daddy why? Why did you rape me?
Don't you tell a soul

His twisted morals, the insanity
He'd whisper to her, don't you tell a soul
You are my love, you’re my property
She said, if this is love
I'd rather die then to live another day

Scared and alone into the night
Doesn't matter where she goes it’s a better life
She needs sanctuary…cause she needs sanctuary
Time, heals all wounds



- Lyrics for the songs on In Solitude -

Preach to Me

preach what you practice or would that cut too deep
criminal deception buried in your mind
puppets will listen they hear what they want to hear
all you spew are lies while the money rolls in

if i cant decide for myself you might as well kill me
i would rather die then be forced into mind control
you can manipulate written words discriminate
your puppets will pay to pray on the path to divinity

you can preach to all that follow
you can preach to all that believe
no god for me in the beginning
no god for me in the end

preach to me...your pretense of holiness
preach to me...it reeks of desperation
you preach to me...you moral social conservative
preach to me...you are all living a lie

you lied to me again you son of a bitch...

no lessons from the suffering
no sadness, no shame
no room in the priesthood
for the predators
clergy who molest
you make me fucking sick

the church needs the voices of the victims
in order to sanctify itself
the victims offer gifts to the church
in order to redeem itself

dont feed me your lines
my mind is my own
dont tell me how to live
my soul is my own

you can preach to all that follow
you can preach to all that believe
no god for me in the beginning
no god for me in the end
preach to me...your pretense of holiness
preach to me...it reeks of desperation
you preach to me...you moral social conservative
preach to me...you are all living a lie

Right to Die

out of nowhere
it strikes
this crippling pain
then nothingness
comatose
serenity unfolds
you hear
you see
but nobody knows

the machines...feed you life
the machines...control your death
the machines...hold the power
the power of life and death

do you have a right to live?
do you have a right to die?
will you die with dignity?
will you choose your suicide?

lifeless state
suspended
i am human no more
hooked up
for life, forever
the dying process evermore

the machines...feed you life
the machines...control your death
the machines...hold the power
the power of life and death

do you have a right to live?
do you have a right to die?
will you die with dignity?
will you choose your suicide?

my damaged brain
no future, no hope
vegetative state
my assisted suicide
diminished conscious
a burden for life
i struggle to cope
with depression and pain

do you have a right to live?
do you have a right to die?
will you die with dignity?
will you choose your suicide?

is it your right to die?

No Emotion

death surrounds us
willing to die for religion
greed consumes us
risking it all for fame
acts of terror
killing the innocent
abusive parents
killing this child

i have no emotion and it serves me well
and i dont care about your problems
because i dont care about you
dont tell me your beliefs
your faith means nothing to me
i feel no emotion
so i feel no pain

no emotion...no pain...

is your problem my problem
if i cared it might be
you say my heart is cold inside
but my heart belongs to me

morality
hypocrisy rules
your poverty and welfare for all
bankruptcy...the easy way out
your american dream is now a nightmare
no sadness...no tears in my eye

i have no emotion and it serves me well
and i dont care about your problems
because i dont care about you
dont tell me your beliefs
your faith means nothing to me
i feel no emotion
so i feel no pain

no emotion...no pain...

is your problem my problem
if i cared it might be
you say my heart is cold inside
but my heart belongs to me

no emotion...no pain...

is your problem my problem
if i cared it might be
you say my heart is cold inside
but my heart belongs to me

no emotion...no emotion...no pain...

In Solitude

it has finally come to this
the game of life is over
the pressure builds as it does
silent there as you are
time to end it all

standing high above
lapping water below
letting go
you are holding on

secondary discontent
this feeling never ends
walking closer to the edge of my mind

territory left unsold
life story untold
are you mad, are you blind?
leave the world behind
close your eyes now, close your mind

when your demons take control
you are falling faster than you know
when you have taken your last breath
your life has fallen to your death...i know...

the water so cold
shimmers like broken glass
you are hollow, you are nothing
the panic sets in quick
darkness seals your fate
you gave it all, you gave everything

what did you retain
what will it take to change you
what is in this shame that follows you
your inner peace is scarred
your mind is warped and charred
in solitude i will remember you

leave the world behind
close your eyes now, close your mind

when your demons take control
you are falling faster than you know
when you have taken your last breath
your life has fallen to your death...i know...

i know...i know...i know...

you cant fake it, cant change it
you cant make it right
you must take it and face it
you lived a lie
at your wake, your mistake
we all, we all cried
no tomorrow, no sorrow
no reason why

when your demons take control
you are falling faster than you know
when you have taken your last breath
your life has fallen to your death...i know

Is It Life

creation...life built in a lab
the womb replaced by a test tube
destroying life to harvest the cells
they call it mass murder
such a high price to pay

is it life...if it feels no pain
is it life...if it can not see
is it life...if it does not hear
is it alive...is it really life

infertility
assisted reproduction
frozen cells
cryopreservation
should we donate
stem cells for research
for the benefit of mankind

is it life...if it feels no pain
is it life...if it has no heart
is it life...if it has no brain
is it alive...is it really life

many believe life forms at conception
a human being with a right to live
these beliefs based on two ideas
unique dna and existence of a soul

others will say life forms much later
the clinics are stocked with cellular life
very few will become newborn children
the rest are eventually destroyed

why...do they protest
only when cells are used for research
moral obligations...there must be alternatives
ignorance is not innocence

is it life...if it feels no pain
is it life...if it has no body
is it life...if it has no nerves
is it alive...is it really life...is it really life...

Cutthroat (Instrumental)

Creation by Design

do you believe in a god, a creator
did a god create the perfect world
does the presence of a god explain our universe
are we predisposed to believe in a god

religion is a search for security
it is not a search for truth
you cant reason your way to faith
you cant win when the truth is not on your side

the scriptures teach you how to go to heaven
not how the heavens were created

the beginning, the creation
just a day here without a yesterday
are we justified, without reason
or was it just creation by design

the universe has no design, no purpose
no good, no evil, nothing but indifference
did it start with a big bang evolving over time
dust giving life to existence

evolution challenges religious beliefs
guidance, the anthropic principle
there are two ways to arrive at the truth
god and science...which do you follow?
believers must win the battle
or face a life without meaning

an explosion as matter spreads wide
another world is tuned for life
or is it just a theory
questions with no answers

the scriptures teach you how to go to heaven
not how the heavens were created

the beginning, the creation
just a day here without a yesterday
are we justified, without reason
or was it just creation by design

questions...with no answers...
creation by design...

Anneliese

a religious girl nurtured and blessed
without warning her life changed one day
she began to shake, no control of her body
the seizures, admitted her for treatment

as she prayed she had visions
the face of demons with no explanation
voices spoke to her, giving her the order
doctors were no help, medicine was no cure

she refused to eat, she slept on the floor
religion denied, her rosaries destroyed

why are you afraid...anneliese
beg for absolution...anneliese
was it possession...anneliese
or was it murder...anneliese

the presence of demons
is not hard to prove
the priest will perform
the rituale romanum in you
prayers and incantations
weeks turn into months
the final day is here
the suffering is now complete

self mutilation became the norm
screams in the night as she denies christ

why are you afraid...anneliese
beg for absolution...anneliese
was it possession...anneliese
or was it murder...anneliese

it is time to be saved...

the majesty of christ commands thee
god the father commands thee
god the son commands thee
god the holy ghost commands thee
the sacred cross commands thee
the blood of the martyrs commands thee
the christian faith commands thee
for it is god who commands thee

prosecution begins
the priests on trial
accused of homicide
negligence revealed
did the priests invoke
her psychotic behavior
doctrinaire induction
or was she truly possessed

such evil committed not by the devil
but by those who believe in him

why are you afraid...anneliese
beg for absolution...anneliese
was it possession...anneliese
or was it murder...anneliese

goodbye...anneliese...rest in peace...


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